You know I always thought for the whole if this relationship that I would be fine if we broke up. That I would just bounce back and be fine. But when we got into it a couple days ago and I thought we might break up, it was the worst. I cried like a baby. I was legitimately worried and hurt and my heart was starting to break. I love you more than you or I even know. It’s terrifying. I’m trying to let you have my heart, but I’m afraid that as soon as I do it’ll just get smashed.
remember like 2 years ago when christmas stopped feeling like christmas for some reason